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LOST MOOD
Alone
Dying Heart
Fading Love
To My First And Only Love
One Word
Left Alone
Love Sorrow
No Explanation
Pain
Pain Killer
You Left Me
I look up to the sky and think of all the times we had, before you left me broken and alone.
Why did you have to go and leave me for another? Couldn't you have stayed just for another day?
All alone, locked up in my bedroom with your picture as my only company.
You said you'd never leave. That we were spirits meant to be together.
I used to look into your eyes and see the innocence of your smile.
To feel your hair and smell the scent of your perfume.
All alone, locked up in my bedroom with your picture as my only company.
I loved you with all my heart, every aching beat.
Why couldn't you have stayed to share my dreams and fantasies, all I ever wanted was you.
All alone, locked up in my bedroom with your picture as my only company.
Dying HeartThis fire burning endlessly in my soul,
burning deeper causing a black hole.
The sorrow hiding behind my eyes
Just as a clown puts on a disguise.
My pain is endless pulling at my heart.
I can't find the end but know its start.
wanting my life to end but I struggle on.
I'm needing your shoulder here to lean upon.
Looking, You are nowhere to be found
I collapse in fear, stumble to the ground.
My world is gone and my will has died,
Not wanting to carry on my heart has cried.
Whenever you need a friend I will be here,
I will comfort you in your time of fear.
Nothing more that I can do but pray
That you will come back, one day.
What is it I must do
to get my message through
without you I have nothing
with you near I am something
has your love for me diminished
are we through and what we had finished
I wonder can I go on
where has your love gone
I cry myself to sleep at night
wanting only to hold you tight
I look at your photo and I sigh
thinking of all the memories I cry
You captured then you stole my heart
Now its broken and all torn apart I want you back I do at any cost
but now you have gone and I am lost
I died the day that you went away
When all I wanted was for you to stay
But now I am caught in the madness
And my life doomed in eternal sadness
To wander this world alone
carrying this heart of stone
looking for someone to love
searching for answers from above
Lost the will to carry on I sigh
Find a corner, fade away and die....
The day you came along was the greatest day of my life
My sadness turned to happiness and I was uplifted
I thought there may of come a time for more betweeen us
But now that is just a fading memory
You rejected my strength, my love, my security
Now you are with somebody else and I am a wreck
Everything I did for you feels like a waste of my heart
Torn so far apart there isn't much left to salvage
My mind going insane with the thought of me without you
I want to die but that would solve nothing
For my pain would live on for you in heaven
I need more than you have ever realised
More than I have let you know how much I do
I cannot leave you, My love for you too strong
So I shall sweep my pain aside and continue
Not being able to help but love you through it all
Quietly I will sit in your shadow and look over you
Just as long as I am needed in you I will be with you
Hoping that he can make you as happy as I could of, given a chance
My heart will be waiting for you, my first and only love
I never knew that one word could hurt so much
I never knew that one word could make me miss you
I never knew that one word could make me cry
I never knew that one word could tear me apart
I never knew that one word would make me not want to live
I never knew that one word would take me away from you
I never knew that one word could kill me
I never knew that one word could crush my heart
I never knew that one word could make me so depressed
I never knew that one word could unleash my pain
I never knew that one word could make months seem like seconds
I never knew that one word would make me leave you
The only word that could do this is goodbye.
Lost in love and what can I do
My heart broken up torn in two
Nights so very dark hard and cold
Alone and scared with no one to hold
Shadows around me and words in my head
Feelings I cannot shake I want them dead
Twist and turn so I can't sleep at night
Crying under the covers out of sight
When will all this complete madness end
Wanting the hurt to go but I can't pretend
You left and Ive got nothing to live for
You just up and walked out that door
What is left of me as I wish in vain
I sit here suffering this endless pain
I see you through my tears and regret
Do I mean much I'm that easy to forget
I gave all my love that you would receive
But now I'm all alone and I can't conceive
All is lost as I struggle to undo whats done
Even after all that we had you are still gone
Love SorrowI was alone
in the masses
I was noone
amongst the many
I searched for hope
when there was none
I searched for love
when I only found frost
I searched for you
on years and years on end
I searched for you
Who I could not find
You were my chalice
quenching my thirst
You were my bread
So I had no hunger
You were my all
to fill my nothingness
Now you are no more
still I won't believe
Now you are no more
Still I search
still I hope
for hopeless dreams
wishes crushed
and love not found
No ExplanationYou said that you wanted and really needed me
But all the time I was with you I was blind to see
Even though you picked me up, made me feel so glad
I'm sitting here left wondering and feeling so sad
Shocked at the news that you were pushing me away
When just a few days before you wanted me to stay
I'm left so cold and my heart burnt once more
My life ruined the day you showed me the door
Each day passes, never seems like it'll get better
I lie awake at night trying to write you a letter
All I ever wanted was to make happy, full of joy
Now I feel used, thrown away like an unwanted toy
With no explanation you leave me wondering why
I hang up the phone, my head in my hands and cry
Trying to find an answer, but the truths become lies
Knowing my life is forever without you, my heart dies
I no longer want to try I just want to give in
The pain of your rejection kills me slowly within
My heartache lives inside where others can't see
Wondering who has the courage to love the real me
PainI decide to call you, I made up my mind
And then you stabbed me from behind
"I love you", now it's "loved"
My eyes begin to flood
A lump tightens in my throat
I grasp to the last of my hopes
"Don't go", I beg in tears choking
And with all of my pleading
It happened all the same
I lost everything except the tears and pain
And in tears I'm left here
As you leave with out a care
I am falling apart
You have murdered my heart
In countless broken pieces I lay
Slowly slipping away
Remembering the past you left behind
Are like shards of glass in my mind
All my happiness is no more
Nothing matters anymore
I lock myself away in fear and dread
I see the end in full view ahead
Pain KillerIn the countless tears I've cried
Is my love for you denied
I close my eyes and think of you
Sitting in my cold dark room
Crying and alone I wander
Obsessing the ultimate pain killer
"everything is gone away", I said
I grab the gun on my bed
Finally I'll get my pain killer
I pull the trigger...
You Left Me
In the morning, you left me without so much as a kiss goodbye
but your bittersweet taste still lingered in my mouth. You took
my hand, held it to your chest and closed your eyes. Without a
word, you were gone And as i lay on my bed feeling
confused-hurt-ashamed-used i tried to forget but the smell of you
still penetrated my lungs like the last breath of smoke from a
dying cigarette.
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