~ The Northern Forest~

The misty sky
Has dropped its heavy gloaming
Down in the howling northern forest,
Which buried the voices of the eras.

There I rambled,
Amorous of my searches,
Lurking beneath the mellow moon,
Amidst the pure shadows of my grief and joy.

I dropped my sounds -
My sounds trembled and cried,
Sinking in the abyss of the wailing silence,
They rushed from tree to tree, from soul to soul.

I saw the pilgrims,
Lost in the copse of their search,
Risen by the genius and madness,
They looked for life amongst the graves.

I saw a girl on fire,
Burned by the blind dogmatic pharisees
For freedom squall couldn’t had held inside her virgin breast.
And howled the northern forest, merging her agony outcry.

I saw the land,
Which bled and cried for living.
I heard the music of the spheres beyond the life.
I touched the sacred moon arise and fall and haunt.

The misty sky
Has dropped its crystal gloaming
Down into singing northern forest,
Which buried the voices of the eras
And mine -
It wandered
From tree to tree, from soul to soul.
2000

* * *

Thou think thou art giving me love.
O nay. Thou art tearing me asunder.
Feed my auld hollow mama Earth
On thine and mine one heavy corpse.

Spread our dust over the sea,
When they part I and thee -
Don’t want to load auld mama Earth
With thine and mine one heavy corpse.
2000

* * *

Spirits are homeless
They need to embody
To make the silence howl,
To make the darkness shine,
To make the dead sing.

Summon me
And I’ll make the Earth stop
To get off and step down
Into a wailing void
Beyond the walls of life.

Come, we’ll end up
In the middle of everywhere,
Where we never belonged,
In the tower of chaos and wisdom,
Where the bricks crash and fall.

Arise!
We are the flow,
We are thorns and laurels,
We’ve got a gun to shoot Ye Gods
To get the excess of things.

D’you hear
The stones singing for us and them,
The world crying for freedom,
The strangers calling to follow
Into the land of creators.

They say:
We have no road to go by,
We have no time to follow,
Come now man, arise!
Shake the death from your face.

Arise!
You’ve been imprisoned in your home,
Sweet home that’s killing you.
It’s time! Leave now!
You don’t have home anymore.

Arise!
You, o beautiful monstrosity.
You want the whole world -
And I say you get it.
Arise now!
2000

~My zeppelin~

My zeppelin
Full of sins and blisses,
Desires and temptations,
Frantic passion,
Virgin nature,
Tasted the kiss of night,
The kiss of lust,
The kiss of urge.

My zeppelin
Thou art my love.

My zeppelin
Where two chaste made love -
My all and I.
1999

* * *

Once the whole humanity made love
And gave a birth to me.
So here I grow, the humanity’s child
And my life is beautiful like hell.
2000

* * *

Where should I go?
To where I am not waited for?
To where I am not loved?
To where the time was lost in space
And where the space was lost in time?
To the place they’re calling home?
Where I cannot surely say that I’m alive...
So Death, come back,
Come back and wait
Untill you take your last load.
And you the corpse of Earth
Come back some day
To take the corpse of mine.
1999

~Fire~

The fire has captured an old village
Abandoned by the time.
Thin red flames dance in triumph
And laugh at you, the people
Living in the simple world,
The world of desires claiming to be thoughts.
All I can do is stare at the fire,
The enigma,
The mistery guest,
Spreading upon the boundless, empty spaces,
Making the lost truth-seekers gaze at him,
Enraptured, ready to snatch out their souls
And give him, o fire.

The fire has captured the old village.
People in awe and quiver
Pray to their dead god,
Leaving their homes
In smoke, fear, crying...
There are two in a hut,
Two young and chaste,
Two loving,
Two, caught by the fire.
They move in ecstatic dance outrageously,
Drowning in the flames,
Rushing all over the place.
They are the King and the Queen of the Fire.
2000

* * *
The war of perceptions,
The battle in my brains...
The beelzeboub apparition
At the baby cradle...
A carnival feast
In the middle of a graveyard...
A flower,
Growing up to heaven from the bloody soil...
A sweet music
In the dead men society...
A great gig
At the bottom of a deep blue sea...
A world savior
Wraped in laurels and crusified...
A line of kids
Jumping down to the blear existense one by one...
What was that?
Just some morbid visions -
The war of perceiptions,
The battle in my brains...
2000

* * *

Awake!
I need thee o my love.
I am always there for thee,
Thou art always with me.
Rather graved for ages
Than a bale of losing thee o my love.
2000

* * *

There were people in the pit
Waiting for their god’s apparition.
Hey people!
‘S there anyone alive downthere?
Why’s everyone looking so dead?
Get out from that pit
‘Till you totally corrode.
Ye god is dead.
Long for no god.
Long for ye resurrection.
2000

* * *

My freedom wanders
In misty fields,
Under the stones,
Above my love.
My freedom is
My blissful pain,
My winding trip,
My sweetest bane.
My freedom leaves
To a lighthouse in in haze
By astral bus
Painted blue.
1998

~Yer night~

Warms my chill body
And makes it ablaze
‘Till the heat burns the breathe into ashes.

It can fold you and I
Untill we are one -
And two raindrops fuse into blissful ocean.

Drawning in our eyes,
Tangling in our hair,
Touches exhausted lips and makes them shake in thrill.

Takes us to the path of joy,
Brings us thru the road of rapture,
Rushes us to the sky-high passion tower.

It can drop us down
Into hazy rhapsodic void -
And we don’t care of the end of our fall.

It’s your black night,
It’s my dazling light,
Love me all yer night.
2000

~The gates of paradise~
Song

There was a beaming angel
At the gates of paradise,
Sweet angel, so young,
He left the life.
He left that world in the morning
Giving the life to his sweetheart,
He left that world with no warning
And found his place in the heaven.

There was a dark angel
Above the abyss of evil,
Just the one who did something wrong one day
Was doomed to face the devil.
Full of doubt, full of denial
He stared at the innocent childlike soul.
Full of grief, he was crying...
God, what is his fault...

He said, I saw,
I saw you my friend,
You were beaming for me not in vain.
Ooo I was never ever
Tempted by fiend,
But still I’m loosing my way...

He said, I saw,
I saw you, o my friend,
You were beaming for me not in vain.
I was never, never ever
Tempted by fiend,
I’m looking for my way.
1998

~Pilgrim’s song~
Song

I was watching the dawn
All alone,
Abandoned by friends
And buried in time.
With that terrible mess
In my mind and my soul,
Dropping my flowers,
Losing my head.

Sitting on the sand,
Still warm,
Smoking my forest,
Drinking my rivers.
With that mess in my mind
And with grief,
I learned to love,
I needed to live.

Refrain

Comming to no-home
With a trouble in mind,
Looking for life,
For truth, for light.
And thru it all
The music flows,
Oh bring some peace
Into my soul in anarchy.

A life turned
To a race
Was seen by the smoke rings
And brought in the air,
With that sun left far
Behind your world -
It got just tangled
Up in my hair.

Refrain

Comming to no-home
With a trouble in mind,
Looking for love,
For truth, for light.
Lord, make me free,
Lived to long for thee,
Let me leave, let me go,
Let me flow oh on.

And thru it all...
The music flows...
Oh bring some peace...
Into my soul in anarchy...
1999-2000

Written by Harmony

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Russian Gothic Project