1. No Order

Am I not me
Why can't I see
Everything around me
Spins all around me
I have seen tears in your eyes

There is no order
Reason for being
A purpose to which
Only time will tell
I have seen the pain deep inside

What in the hell
Are you running from
I do not recognise
What you have become
I can see the pain in your eyes

Bloody and empty they are
Spinning around me
Spinning faster and faster
Evil enters in
I do not believe
My creator my purpose
The mind of God falters once again
My darkest suffering
There is no order

2. Ascent

All I have is my loneliness
All I have is my heart in your hands
Must I suffer this way forever
Must it always be this way

I've lost myself to you
Yet again
Tonight I have
No control
Looked into your eyes
But can't see anymore
Lost in this illusion
No way out at all

Falling
Must I always fall
Falling
Must I always be this way
Falling
I am spinning out of control
Falling
Must it always come crashing down

Gave you everything that I had
I even gave you my heart and my soul
The final hour it does not matter
I can feel it slipping away

The vision
Is no longer
I can't see
Exactly where I am going
I was close
Watching it all fade
The image falters
Now it's gone forever

Falling
Must I always fall
Falling
Must I always be this way
Falling
I am spinning out of control
Falling
Must it always come crashing down

3. Point of No Return

In the darkness I saw you
I called out your name
In the shadows I followed
I followed you in vain
Where do you go
Why do you hide
Why do you run from me
And not be by my side

It's as if I've reached
The point if no
No return
It's as if I've reached
The point of no
No return

Where do I go

Lost within the darkness
What have I become
Can't make sense of all of this
I thought you were the one
The sky is crying
Crying out your name
I'm drowning in your sorrow
Screaming out your name

It's as if I've reached
The point of no
No return
Now that we
Have reached
This point
Of no, no return
Where do we go

4. Close my Eyes

As I close my eyes I wish it all away
No need to panic some things never change
As she takes my hand and leads me from here
I see my life suddenly disappear

Follow me my lover
I will not lead you astray
Lead you astray

As I start to falter I feel uneasy
I guess my life wasn't meant to be easy
As this moment fades and is replaced by fear
It's like I was never here

As I close my eyes I wish that you would stay
My love for you is growing stronger every day
As I'm left alone I wish you were here
But all I see has now disappeared

5. Screaming

Sometimes feels like I am dreaming
One thing is for certain
Nothing is for certain
In my dreams I hear you screaming
Screaming out aloud
But you won't hear a sound

Hear all the sounds
In the time of need

A time of need

In my dreams I see you bleeding
Bleeding on the floor
I can't help but want more
And this dream is always constant
Nothing is for certain
This is for certain

Sometimes feels like I am falling
Falling to the ground
But you won't hear a sound
And this nightmare is never ending
It goes on and on
Always so much stronger and stronger

Hear all the sounds
In the time of need

A time of need

6. Night in Cairo

To find a way out
I've got to get out of here
To find the door
God I must be near

Seem to be
Close to me
It's all too late
For me

The vision is clear
The illusion is always real
I've turned you away
And now I will never know

Seem to be
Close to me
It's all too late
For me

The darkness that fills my mind
You'll never know
The tears that I have cried
You'll never see

7. Forgotten

I don't want to be forgotten
I don't want to end this way
I don't deserve all this pain
I just wanted you to stay

I didn't want this to happen
But I am cursed
I am cursed

There is only one way in
And there is only one way out
You better learn how to fly
Or else you're never getting out

I wish I could be
Clean of it all

You're got to free
Free your soul
You've got to let it
Let it go

There is only one way in
And there is only one way out
You better learn to fly
Or else you're never getting out

8. Eve

Instrumental

9. Burn

Burn my heartless soul into oblivion
I would give the world to be loved
Truth, innocence give them all to me
Now I want it all

I wanted everything
I wanted it all

Take me to a place where I shell have it all
These things my heart yearns
Life is pain
Pain then shall be life

I wanted everything
I wanted it all

Burn my heartless soul
How could I be loved
Truth, innocence give them all to me
Now I want it all

I wanted everything
I wanted it all

10. Into Sin

I cursed that moment
When desperation settled in
Traded in all my faults
I couldn't help it I gave in to sin
How much more do you think
I could give now
What in the hell do you expect
Me to be

Now you
Must see
Realise
What you've done
It's time
You see
Justify
What you've become

You were my saviour
But then you stabbed me in the back
You were the one
But now you are far from me
There is not that much left
Left in me
I don't think I could give
More than I have

It is
Time you
Realise
What you've done
If you don't
It will be
Much too late
Too late for you

11. Lost in Time

I've done things
You would question
Things you could not
Possibly understand
All those moments
Will be lost in time forever
Like tears in the rain

It's not easy
To live in fear
What I've seen through my eyes
If you could see
See the beauty
Would it stop the pain

All those moments
Lost in time
Like tears
In the rain
Time to die
Time to be free
Take that test
For yourself
Just to see
The love of life
To know
True reason

Just to look
Into your eyes
And to believe
In something

This moment
Is dying
Right before my very eyes
I've lost myself
Yet again
The terror in my mind

All those moments
Lost in time
Like tears
In the rain
Time to die
Time to be free
Take that test
For yourself

12. Hate

Deep down inside
I found my true virtue
I found my true self
I found the real me
Deep down inside
I found it all
And in the end
I am free of pain

I have come here
To tear you apart
I have been waiting
So very long
There is nothing I can do
It's running around inside me
This feeling is closing on
Closing in on me

I am running out of time
This feeling is not mine
I can't decide
Which way to turn
My innermost thoughts
They lead me astray
Rid me of this poison
Rid me of this pain

I am hate